The neighbor

It started as joke
and no meaning
until one dark night
i remember
the cold, the christmass tree and
the noise of footsteps
in a empty street
lay donw on bed now
look in the mirror
just for a moment
a lovely one it seems
what you can see?

Well i see myself lost as usual
trying to find some pleasure in life
although vaccum is all around
clothes and boots leaving a mess
but mess is ok, should it be?

Two faces in one head
its so confusing, its so damn confusing indeed
and its burn deep inside
no more fear now
cause its what everyone does
with all the pain and desperation
wishing its over or never done
but is what your body calls for
and is what your soul needs
isn't it?

Yes .. Yes right. I scream
when the principles and guiltiness
are entirely covered in cum
with the dawn
finally its all gone
and all what remains
is a deep hole right in the heart
deepest one between the legs

Italo Todde